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a month away

so i leave in exactly a month. it's still hard to grasp. i can't stop thinking about it. people are probably going crazy hearing me talk about it. i can't help that either though because everything now centers around it. i have to pack my room and pack for both pittsburgh and france. i had to get my visa, do a bunch of bullshit paperwork for school, learn french, etc. it also doesn't help that i've had to start saying my goodbyes. last night i said goodbye to one of my oldest college friends (which isn't that long, but still). then today i said goodbye to my therapist. i hadn't even thought about the fact that today was my last session with him. then suddenly we were saying goodbye and i'm a little freaked out. not because i'm worried about not being in therapy, it's just hard to imagine not having that release every week. to me, therapy is like a pint of chocolate ice cream, or reading a book until 5 am...it just feels good. i'm a big proponent of therapy..i think that everyone should try it. but then again, i'm always way too open and honest about everything anway. like this blog. it's probably not the best idea, but i'm gonna do it anyway.

posted by lindsey @ 1:21 AM